EMPTY

.......

Perseverance....?

I'm gonna get through all these... I know it's not an easy task for me but I can't go on like this.I'm trying my very best.2 more weeks till my exams, I'm so paranoid about it..

My heart is feeling empty.... I don't know who should I talk to in order to make me feels better?when I'm in sorrow who is willing to listen to me?when I'm in pain who can feel me?when I burst in to tears,who will be by my side?I don't know which way to go, I'm lost...... I feel like crying in front of a girl that I like... I'm tired....

Christmas, New year, Chinese New Year and many more occasion will be different from now on! I don't want those occasion to come..

My feelings

I need someone who really care about me, feel me,understand me and most of all LOVE me. I've forgotten how's love feels like? I'm not looking for a super hot chick here or a 101% perfect gf i just want one who is willing to spare me a lil of her time to feel me and listen to my confession?

Been awhile...

Didn't really update my blog, kinda lazy and don't know what to write about. I'm not a good blogger anyway. My finals is around the corner, paranoid about it!

KZK GOLD CRUSH LEVI'S FENOM X GUCCI

                                                                        FINALLY......

JUICE KL, Bangsar opening....

AROUND 1.++ PM
The environment was choked with hundreds of people and the weather was $%^&*&^%$#%^ HOT!!! SWEATING LIKE A PIG....
LION DANCE...
SAM LEE , KP, EDC, EDWIN?(IF I'm not mistaken)   

 3PM... RIBBON CUTTING

Old photos...

Here are some of the photos when I was in Thailand {FEBRUARY}.....

(Hotel Phatumwan , Bangkok, Thailand}

First night in Bangkok, Thailand.

(RICHIE REN, SHU QI, SHAWN YUE)

Captured them while they were busy chatting. A news reporter was taking their photos as well with his high-tech camera from CANON?LOL

ME!!! XD

Not bad at all.....it's delicious

I'm surprised when I saw this while I was walking bak to my hotel...LOL

CLOT X KAZUKI X LEVI'S FENOM

This is massive collaboration from CLOT X KAZUKI X LEVI'S FENOM and it is one of the most anticipating pair of jeans that is gonna launch soon ,but when ? I guess no one knows except EDC & co.

The price for this?

It's insane I guess.

Remember to bring enough cash, credit card or a cheque for this.

So guys be patient and wait for it.

The link = http://hypebeast.com/2009/03/clot-x-kazuki-x-levis-fenom/ or www.hypebeast.com 

What i want for myself?

GUCCI-HOLIC

Grab it from Singapore.....

HEARTACHE

Shit..... accidentally dropped it... 

-.-"

PICTURE PERFECT but.......

You are not here with me,

How perfect it is, I'm still feeling empty without you.

I would say "ROMANTIC"

Check this out!



I saw this when I was walking around my hostel block with one of my friend. When I saw this I was like "WOW!!OKAYYY" and I'm very impressed that what he did for his gf on that very special day 14/2/09. There is her name there too but the photo can't really see it.

I think this can consider as one of the point or skill to win a girl's heart!

WISH MYSELF HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

14/2/2009

When to Pavillion , Mid Valley, and The Gardens on that day with  my friends . I bought myself a "COMMES des GARCONS" longsleeves shirt at the "M"shop ,The Gardens. Since there is no one gonna buy me present on that day.... LOL

Sighhh......................

VALENTINE'S DAY JUST AROUND THE CORNER...

GOT THIS WHEN I WAS IN THAILAND!

It's sweet if get both of it and give one to the other half, but too bad I have no one that I can give to..LOL

Maybe you guys can think of giving one of these couples bear from PRADA to the other half .

LOVE IS IN THE AIR FOR THOSE COUPLES WHO JUST GOT TOGETHER..

PEACE!!!

My Christo.....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

My Christo is retard now....with the holder -cliper thingy spoilt.
SIGH.....

I'M NOT o FUCKING k

I really dont get it..
She's like totally changed in to another person that i knew .
180 degree changes.

I called her yesterday since she didnt even SMS me, so I took a deep breath to boost up my courage for me to made that call.

She answered, I felt so weird at that very moment. We got nothing to chat with , then later on I threw out a question by asking her that did she ever missed me since the day she broke up with me.

"ERmm...How you want me to answer you?you asked this kind of question." she replied.

Suddenly I felt that my heart is falling apart. It hurt so much, when she answered me like that.

I still remember what she told me before. She said that she do really love me and she does everything just want make us happy and happier, but now?

I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHY ALTHOUGH SHE ALREADY TOLD ME THE REASONS FOR BREAKING UP WITH ME BUT IT'S ALL IN A SUDDEN.
IT'S SO UNBELIEVABLE.

AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER?
AM I NOT PERFECT FOR HER?

Time to let go...

It's time to let go...
I shall move forward...
I just dont understand one thing why our relationship is not strong enough to get over this?

Now I'm back to single, the feelings it's kinda weird, I dont feel like myself anymore.
To find a gf is easy but to find the "RIGHT ONE" is very difficult , it's like you are looking for a pin that u dropped in the ocean.

These few days I just cant concentrate in my classes..
Dont know why..

Sigh....

Exams is near, trying my best to pass all of the subjects.

19th Birthday's present.

THIS IS WHAT I GOT FOR MYSELF

When you're GONE...

I'm back to SINGLE life now....kinda not use it although i've been apart with her quite sometimes since i came back from Singapore but my love for her is still the same
....SIGH....


Just have to face it.
This is the fact now.

I wanted to keep this relationship with her but she had already made her decision so i just have to RESPECT her decision.
It's hard for me to believed this is true..
How good this is just a "DREAM"

1 and a half year soon, but unfortunately we didnt make it..

The best thing out tonight is that we r not fighting or argueing but it is a very sad moment for me.